Even Though We Are Together The Past Still Hurts So Much I Can't Be Happy...

it's a big story...thing is I don't know what to do...at times I love him so much and at times I want to punch him in the face and leave once and for all...i can't stand all the bad memories running through my head...problem is we have been involved professionally too now and we live together the last 5 months. we had many happy moments in those months but we also had some really tough ones that we got through. I can't help crying. my eyes are ready to cry any moment and I don't know what to do cause I'm in a lose-lose situation. And either I stay or not there are many things i'm gonna lose...and first of all him...why did he have to ruin everything...we could have just stayed friends................... :'(
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Jan 21, 2013