Losing Control

After 9 months of not cutting I started again. This time it's worse than its ever been
I don't know what to do when it seems like I have control over it I fall back Into it. I don't know what to do anymore. I feel like I completely lost control over everything...how deep I cut,how much I cut just everything. It just seems like its not even worth it anymore...maybe I should just finally give in.
Waiting2BeOkay Waiting2BeOkay
13-15, F
Dec 12, 2012