Yes I Am...

I was raised a tomboy, daddy's little boy...Now I have grown into a beautiful woman.  Not only my features but my heart especially.  My life's challenges and heartache brought about a grace in me that I never knew I had.  When people tell me I am beautiful now, I believe it.  When I was married I often wondered what they were looking at and why my husband never took up for me when I felt insecure.  Now I realize it is because he was the one who made me feel insecure.  Now that we are divorced I am much happier not having to worry about his addictions and I have really come out of my shell.

Men and women tell me I am elegantly beautiful, that I should model.  But I am needed elsewhere.  I am finishing my Psychology degree so I can do family counseling and help others work their way to a better life full of self worth and self acceptance.  I love my life and who I am now, that helps me to be beautiful I know because my happiness is genuine not fake.......

I am blessed beyond belief with my children.  My daughter is my best friend and oldest son is my strong hold.  He is nothing like his dad and is always telling me he is not worth my tears. 

I haven't really dated, but think it is time I am available.  I know I have alot to give the right man, a Godly Man who doesn't use and abuse the people who love him and accept him into their lives.  I will no longer accept John back.  He has slept with too many woman and continues to do so.  I am a beautiful woman who has waited patiently and wasted her time.  I deserve to be  treated like the lady I am.  When I decide to date I am going to be very picky though.  Very picky....

 

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Feb 18, 2009