I'M Fat And Disgusting
I'm 16 years old and am 5'2" and weigh 143. Less than a year ago I weighed over 170 pounds and managed to get dwn to 140 in the summer by starving myself. By september I was 134 and estatic but still 10-15 pounds short of my goal. Then somethig happened and I suddenly becamea afraid of starving myself and stopped. It's only gone down hill from there. I gained back nearly 10 pounds and I couldn't get back to starving myself again. But today is going to be the day that changes. I looked at myself naked in the mirror today and was thoroughly disgusted. I know it's not healthy nor safe but it works and it works fast. I need a buddy though, someone who understands and can help keep me on track and motivate me. Summer is coming fast and it will be the summer I get to be skinny and wear a bikini and feel confident.