Never Show It...I am not going to beg for something that I can't get. I don't play games that I can't win, either. That's just how it works. I can't rely on people for certain things, if anything. I want to be content on my own 100% of the time, not 75% of the time. I am not an outward romantic. I don't like seeing or hearing mushy things. Sometimes, I wish love and sex didn't exist. I don't want to "continue the species" or feel like I am just half of a person. I don't believe in "special people". And I don't think admitting loneliness is a flattering thing. I wish I could survive without a single person or need. Being a self-contained human is hard. But, rejection and obligations are harder.
LovelessDeluxe 22-25 0 Oct 26, 2011