Another Day Without My Heart

Tonight is not a good night. I been having a lot of these lately. I told my friend that the deeper I get into this deployment the harder it gets.. Which is funny cuz usually after time things get easier. I figure I just need a job. Something to do. Cuz sitting here is not helping. Always thinking and now it feels like Im falling deeper into depression.. I am going to see a physiatrist on the 23rd. Maybe then with someone to talk to and someone to help me through this I will be able to really sleep. lol. Sleep…Good sleep.. it’s a luxury now a days. Its so beautiful to miss someone so much. I love my husband but never in a million years did I think it would be this hard. Im sitting here waiting for him to sign on to Yahoo so we can talk before he goes to work. O man this is so hard. I miss my husband so much.

Well just venting guys. I know everyone is going through the same thing. And talking to you all has really helped me and I am here for anyone of u if u need me.. Conversation always helps.. Seriously..

My yahoo IM is Missnae07

PfcOrtizWifey PfcOrtizWifey
18-21, F
2 Responses Apr 12, 2010

i may just be an army girlfriend and my boyfriend may just be at boot still but i know what your going thru. I have nights were i cant sleep and i break down in tears just because something so little like his favorite color popped into my head .just message me if you ever need anyone [:

... we're here for ya! this is hard to say the least and everyday/week is such an emotional roller coaster but trust that love will help you get through this. if you need to talk, feel free to message me... :)