No One Can Hurt Me When I'm On My Own

But that's nothing compared to what I do to myself when no one's there. Lonely or not, I will kick my own *** for those who aren't around to do it themselves.

Yet, there is a strange solace, a sense of peace in being alone, but it only lasts for so long. Then it gets to you and it blows up in your face. It becomes too much to feel so alone, so unloved. There's no peace and quiet in it anymore. Your loneliness becomes that loud kind of silence that blares through your eardrums and makes you want to cover them and make it go away. I've had experience handling this though. I go a little nutty. Then it passes. Then I go a little nutty again...

I know of others that cry like a baby and try to hurt themselves because they just can't handle it. I don't handle loneliness well, but I handle it better than what most people would have handled it, I suppose it's safe to say. In a way I like it, but I can only remain so isolated for so long before I start cracking...
deadmoon deadmoon
22-25, F
2 Responses Sep 17, 2012

"Your loneliness becomes that loud kind of silence that blares through your eardrums and makes you want to cover them and make it go away"

Lol, what of it?

Powerful words

Other people can't bring you happiness if you're alone either.

'S true though. No one treats me worse than me.