The Weakness Is In You

the part that hurts the most: is the part that you say "I'm stepping out because I HAVE to be the strong one so I can be loyal to the one I fell in love with first because I know if I stayed you'd drag me under the current and i'd never get back up...."
You didn't say it in exactly that way but more or less was it you make it hard to stay focused on him. I know. I know I'm desirable. I know I'm ******* ethereal and otherworldly at this point but that's the thing: I'm tired of hearing about how I deserve better. 

If this was a mistake I don't want to ******* be right.

And now i'm shut out, all because I would have won.

 
ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix
31-35, M
Jan 23, 2013