I Am Bipolar and Still Young

well i am 18 and when i was in elementary i was in special services as emotionally impared because everyone knew that i was really emotionally and angy at times i mean like if i got mad at one of my teachers i would get really mad and just walk out of the school and walk home but anyways as i grew up i remained in specials services for EI until i was 15 and thats when i finally got diagnosed with bi polar disorder but the only reason people finally said that is because when i was 15 i got raped by a 20 year guy that i was previously dating and who i lost my virginity to and i had a break down and my mother sent me to havenwyke its this mental hospital that your only suppose to stay two weeks or whatever and i went there twice in 2007 one right after the rape and the second time was right before my 16th birthday but anyways i have gone to see like 4 or 5 different therapists and have been on like 6 different medications i cant remember, but i have been doing a lot better hve been seeing my therapists that i seen before and i hate taking pharmasutical meds so i am taking omegas 3,6 and 9 and b complex and have been taking them for about 3 weeks and they have been working awesome i mean i still have emotional days and periods but if i rated my control from 1-10 i would say like a 7.5 and before this would've been like a 3.5

lostinlife18 lostinlife18
18-21, F
1 Response Mar 11, 2009

i'm sorry for everything that you have been through. remember, you can't change the past but you can make your own future.