I'm Scared O_o

I have always liked men.  Everything about them.  But for years I have fantasized about women.  This hasn't been a recent developement, I am just learning to accept it.  Right now seems like a good time to act on my attraction to women, partly because I have lost all faith in men, and partly because I want to experience something new.  I'm scared though.  I don't know how to start anything, I don't know how to read women, I don't know what to take as a compliment or as someone hitting on me.  I'm very confused.  Can someone help me figure me out?  LoL!
kaytiej kaytiej
18-21, F
2 Responses Aug 11, 2010

Have you tried searching on the internet for a couple that would like another woman to join them? Have you thought about finding a lesbian club and seeing if someone hit on you? Those places have bi women that frequent them, too, not just dyke women.

I understand. I have never been with another woman. I try to imagine what it would be like for the two of us to be naked and touching each other. I know what it is like to have a man touch my clotoris, but I suspect it's entirely different with a woman. Kissing a woman is another concern. I have kissed men and not been concerned. If I kissed a woman in the same way, what would it feel like? So many questions. I would need someone who would go slow, one touch at a time.