Is That All You Ever Think About?

Yes It Is! Sex in my marriage has been non existent for quite some time. Who really can explain why. When one has the desire and the other doesn't who is wrong? I've been beat down. My attempts to initiate have only caused more grief. "Is that all you ever think about?" That's what I get. Why doesn't she think about it just once? What a concept. Let's see where that would lead. But I've learned to suppress my desire, up til now that is. It may sound crazy but I may be looking outside the marriage for some type of intimacy. Any type. I have fantasies of sex with another man. So strong that they have replaced any thoughts of sex with my wife. I have rationalized that the most likely and safest would be with another married man. Why? Well I'm sure I'm not alone in this world. There are too many of us suffering out here. We could help eachother out. I'm not talking long term here but the possibilities are endless. Us men know what we want. Sex consumes our thoughts. Too many have too much to lose in a divorce. What would it hurt to discreetly hook up for something to get the juices flowing again? That is what I think about now. I still have alot of love to share with someone. I just need someone to need me.
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4 Responses Dec 14, 2012

So true in my situation as well. Your experiences are like a reflection of what I see in the mirror daily in my life.

All I can say is it sounds like I wrote your story for you. I am in the same boat. Thanks for sharing and too bad we don't live closer.

So true! Anyone close enough here in the Montgomery, Alabama area?

i like to have you for a freind you sound great