It's Confusing

I have always been a bit attracted to girls, and was more comfortable as a kid flirting with girls as a joke than even approaching a boy. I don't think I'm bi, because once a girl came onto me on a chat room, and was so forward about it, it scared me off. But boys did that to me too until I felt comfortable enough to adventure a bit with a friend.

I used to have a really close girl friend, who I loved hugging and at night she would spoon me. We were so close everyone suspected we were hooking up, but it did make me start to think and maybe even fantasise about the idea. When she kissed some random girl, I actually felt sorta jealous that it wasn't me.

Ever since I was a teenager I've wondered maybe I'm just bi-curious, but I've never told anyone how I felt though.
NeonAngel NeonAngel
22-25, F
Jan 21, 2013