KateI have known that I was Bi for a while now, I really do believe that I was born this way and there is nothing worng with it. I have accepted it . I can remeber how I felt so werid to be around the girls that I liked I was scared that I might be looked at as a freak if I had told anyone so I didnt. I had tried things with other girls that wasnt from where I lived, I didnt want my family to know, everytime i was with a girl it felt wrong but right at the same time. Everything changed when my best friend Kate kissed me, we were sitting in the park and she told me that she loved me. I thought she meant as a friend so i said i love you too. She took me by the hand and told me that the love she felt towards me was more than just friend love. When she said that I felt so relieved that she felt the same way that I felt about her. I always looked at her when she undressed in front of me, and I loved what I saw but I also loved her personality. When she leaned in to kiss me I felt the butterflies in my stomach. It wasnt the first time I had been with another girl, but I never felt this way before, I knew it was love.Like every love story that feeling faded away, and we drifted apart. I never really was open about my sexuality to the people that lived near me or knew my family, and I still havent. I hide all of my relationships with women from everyone.
imperfectbeauty 18-21, F 8 Responses 17 Apr 5, 2012