But I Like Girls More

My friends joke that I'm a lesbian, but I don't feel like that completely. I do like girls more. I have better rap sheets with girlfriends then I do with my boyfriends (which are few and far between). I LIKE girls more, I'm more physically attracted to them as well as emotionally more invested in them. When it comes to guys, yeah I like them, but I am more physically attracted to them rather then emotionally. And the physical is very specific. like I can't sleep with a guy who has rosy cheeks for some reason. I can't even call them cute. For me that is a major turn off. I can't emotionally stay attracted to them even in a relationship, so they don't last very long. However in my heart I know that is a stupid reason to give up guys completely. I guess its not impossible on finding the perfect guy that I could possibly get emotionally attached to a guy. So I'm gonna stick with being Bi sexual I guess....