I Am Bi
I am 35, a single mom, with two children. After I divorced my husband four years ago (he became abusive) I dated several men. I found them all to be jerks. They were nice enough but all they wanted to do is bed me. Well when I said no, they never called, but it was not a loss by any means. During this same time, I found women to be more entertaining, more thought provoking, and just a lot more fun to be around. I also felt more "warm" inside when I was other females for drinks after work, at book clubs, and other functions where women were the dominant number in the group.
I wanted to act on these feelilngs, but felt inept on how to go about it, until this weekend. My neighbor, and best friend, also a single mom with one daughter, asked me to join her on a trip to her parents home. Her dad had surgery last week and she wanted companionship while she helped her mom for the weekend through Monday afternoon.
Anyway, her parent's home has only two bedrooms so my friend and I had to share the quest room which had a double bed. We both wore pjs that night, but after she put the lights our she rolled over and gave me a soft tender kiss to thank me for coming with her to help. It really startled me but also made me tingle in my tummy.
The next day we went shopping for groceries and then cleaned the house together. We had such fun doing all these things together. That night, getting ready for bed, I quickly noticed that she did not have her pjs on but instead just a t-shirt and panties. I had not undressed yet, so I did the same. As we went to bed, she again turned out the lights and the next thing I know she is laying on top of me, and kissing me passionally with her mouth open and her tongue deep inside my mouth. I exploded with passion as we kissed and fondled each other. She told me she had been attracted to me for a long time, and always wanted to tell me but didn't know how. I also told her the same thing. We didn't "go all the way" that night but we both learned alot about each other and our bodies that evening.
Well, Sunday came and we just looked each other all day while helping her mom, wanting to get at each other, but instead kept busy. However, when bedtime rolled around, we were both "tired early", we went to our bedroom but this time we wore no clothes to bed. I have never had sex with a woman before until that night. It was wonderful.
On Monday, we traveled back home both knowing that this relationship was just the beginning. This is a new beginning to my life.
I wanted to act on these feelilngs, but felt inept on how to go about it, until this weekend. My neighbor, and best friend, also a single mom with one daughter, asked me to join her on a trip to her parents home. Her dad had surgery last week and she wanted companionship while she helped her mom for the weekend through Monday afternoon.
Anyway, her parent's home has only two bedrooms so my friend and I had to share the quest room which had a double bed. We both wore pjs that night, but after she put the lights our she rolled over and gave me a soft tender kiss to thank me for coming with her to help. It really startled me but also made me tingle in my tummy.
The next day we went shopping for groceries and then cleaned the house together. We had such fun doing all these things together. That night, getting ready for bed, I quickly noticed that she did not have her pjs on but instead just a t-shirt and panties. I had not undressed yet, so I did the same. As we went to bed, she again turned out the lights and the next thing I know she is laying on top of me, and kissing me passionally with her mouth open and her tongue deep inside my mouth. I exploded with passion as we kissed and fondled each other. She told me she had been attracted to me for a long time, and always wanted to tell me but didn't know how. I also told her the same thing. We didn't "go all the way" that night but we both learned alot about each other and our bodies that evening.
Well, Sunday came and we just looked each other all day while helping her mom, wanting to get at each other, but instead kept busy. However, when bedtime rolled around, we were both "tired early", we went to our bedroom but this time we wore no clothes to bed. I have never had sex with a woman before until that night. It was wonderful.
On Monday, we traveled back home both knowing that this relationship was just the beginning. This is a new beginning to my life.