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i first realized that i was bisexual at 9 years old. i often caught myself daydreaming about the same sex. i "came out the closet" when i was about 12 years old. and that's when my life changed. my mother ignored me for a long time. my friends left me. and i began to beat myself up for it. i thought no one loved me because of it. i was ashamed. i tried to stop my interest for girls but couldn't. i tried cutting to not focus on it. didnt help btw. and my self-esteem became very low. i went into a severe depression.(still not out of it....yet) and my life was ruined. 

but now i am a proud bisexual and i dont give a **** who doesn't like that about me. i was born this way and yeah it's great! best of both worlds lol. it's not weird im just attracted to both genders that's all. :)
SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites SkinnyJeansAndSnakeBites 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 17, 2013

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Don't let them bring you down. You should be - and I'm glad you are - proud of who you are. :) You are so brave! I'm bisexual and I haven't told anyone but my best friend and boyfriend - I couldn't ever tell my mom - she thinks its okay to be gay, or straight, but not "in between", so it's really brave and strong of you to be open about it.

Keep your chin up, and if you ever need to talk, message me! :)

You should be proud ! I'm proud to be bisexual! And it will b alright mom still loves you..clearly they wasn't your true friends ....but you a awesome girl who can like who ever she wants without getting judge or anything mean and I know you may not know me and its gonna sound weird cause most people don't get this but I love you! ~huggles~ u can talk to me when ever just message <3

You're weird---I like you :)

hello Scared Rose,
Well I read your story it's sounds like you could use someone to talk to.
I'm here I'm a mother of 3 beautiful children and my middle child well when she came home in 2003 she was scared to tell me about her being bi-sexual afraid of what I might think but she is my daughter I love her no matter what her preference is in life...
Even when she got pregnant with her first kid she was in high school still when she told me she started to cry she thought I would be mad at her what's done is done and I couldn't make her do something she didn't want to do...
I'm sorry that your going through all this with your mom she should be understanding and be there as your mother and not your enemy..She did make the choice to have you so she should be there for you unconditional with no question's asked.
And as for your friends if they were truly there for you as friends, then you know they were meant to be your friends, but if they turn the other cheek and walkout if your life then they were never meant to be in your life to began with they are what we call haters....You better then that and you will find some friends that will be there by your side as a bestest friend ever and you will find a friend like that just give it time....I always say everything happens for a reason in life and I believe that. God died on the cross for our sins... Meaning nobody is take care you have my e-mail please feel free to write me you take care and I will talk to you soon...

your friend,