My Story

Hi.I am a 14 year old girl.I'm bi and nobody knows except my two best friends that are a little shocked by this.My father and brother are two homophobic ******** that don't know what they are talking about.My mother,the only one that might accept me,lives in another coutry and we see each other only on summer and sometimes on christmas.My father says that I don't think straight for supporting gay and bi people.And it hurts me everytime he says something bad about gay and bi and,I know it's not right but I don't know what to do anymore,I go to my room and cut...Only my two best friends know about this.I get bullied in school and the teachers don't really give a ****.Maybe some of you might think I'm to young to figure out my sexuallity,but I kinda did it.I have a crush on a girl from my class,but she is straight.Right now,the only thing that keeps me from running away is my brother that I know he won't talk to me after I told him the truth.But he kinda is the only that cares for me for the moment.My best friends will most probably won't talk to me ever again after we finish the school.Even though they I act like they don't care,I heard them one day talking about me...Should I tell my mom?Please tell me.I need someone to be there for me,cause I'm not sure what I'll do whitout having someone to talk to...Thanks for listening and sorry for any mistakes...