I'M Tired Of Hiding...I haven't told my family or friends that I'm bisexual. I'm too scared. I'm afraid that they won't accept me. The other day my mother asked me if I was gay and I simply answered her no. She doesn't accept people of the LGBT community and she told me that she wouldn't accept me if I was gay. So I just continue to tell her lies. I don't think I'm ever going to be able to tell my dad because I'm daddy's little girl. I don't think he would cut me off or anything though. But the person that I will never tell is my grandma. I love her so much that when she hurts I hurt and I protect her in every way possible. I just don't want her to be disappointed with me because her opinion means everything to me. She's my bestfriend, I am cost to her than I am to anyone else on this planet. And I live with her so I don't want to hear that everyday or for the rest of my life. I honestly don't know if my friends would accept me and if they did I wouldn't want they treating me any different. Because I'm the type of person that touches people a lot and I don't want it to be weird between me and my friends especially the girls. I'm really just tired of not being able to be myself and lying to people. I hate having to watch what I say because I'm scared that someone may figure out that I'm bisexual. I just hope that one day that I will be able to be my complete self.
SpongeBobsLady 16-17, F 1 Response 3 Feb 4, 2013