Finally Free But Still In The ClosetSo I have been having gender identity issues my whole life but wasnt sure what it meant. Then I met my wonderful boyfriend who is a transguy. I started wondering if maybe that was my case too. but even that felt wrong because some days I felt like wearing skirts and putting on makeup. I didn't know bigender was a thing, I thought maybe I just was a tomboy. but then I got so uncomfortable with myself that I did some research. I found out about being bigender and it was like something just clicked. I remember sitting in front of my computer thinking "oh my god... I finally know what I am" it was so freeing and like nothing I've ever felt. Although I am still in the closet because i'm not sure how my friends and family are going to react I feel more free than I have ever been in my life. I am biologically a woman by the name of stephanie but some days I am a boy named Niko, or Nick. Currently my boyfriend is the only one who knows and is completely supportive of me.
stephaniko 18-21 4 Responses 0 Feb 8, 2012