Bipolar Is The Story Of My LifeI was diagnosed as clinically depressed for 30 years, and 5 years ago was diagnosed as bipolar when the doctor finally saw me on a high. It is hard to take medications, get cleaned up, reach out to new people, so most of my life is spent alone in my apartment. My computer is my best friend. I can find temporary interests and dive in with obsessive energy, but after a short time, I lose interest and sink into the well of depression until another interest emerges. I am lonely and want to have a meaningful relationship, but I can't seem to find the way to one. I guess I should try to find a meaningful relationship with myself, but I don't know how.
RecLucy 56-60, F 7 Responses 0 Jan 8, 2013