1st Time Showing My True Face....since i have memory i battle with this moods swings. is hard, makes tired. when i feel sad....i dont want to talk to anybody, i dont want to shower, i dont want anything. i am a very lonely person. i love to be alone, since i was a little girl, i love the silence, the time to put things in perspective. but when i feel depressed, i feel like nothing makes sense, like the situation that i am living in is the worst of the world, and after when the storm past i feel like a clown....crying for such a little thing, and is a circle ...time past, life pass....
People say i am amazing and i know i am, i am positive when i have to be, i try to see the best in every human being and if people get asked to describe me with one word almost all of them will tell you i am always with a smile in my face....yes i smile quite a lot, but i am sad equally too.
nobody even imagine the battle that i fight inside meself.....every day is a new challenge, i wish to feel less tired, less overwhelmed, more light, get rid of this baggage...no matter the battles even if i win or not, i love meself, i know a have a unique purpose in life, a mission to acomplish and i now know is not easy, not for me...but why should it be right????
sorry if my words wont make sense, is just really an accurate ex
lonelygirlinUSA 31-35, F 0 Apr 27, 2012