I'm going to have a brain damage!
I feel so out of control now. I just had mixed episodes of PB disorder and I feel that starts to cause brain damage or something like that. I feel I'm so stressed,depressed,and want to cry all the time but at the same time I still feel manic and as I'm too high . I do not know what to do! I feel so crazy and that I'm going to die soon. I've been manic for 5 months and I loved it! I got A+'s at school, made a lot of friends, had a lot of fun and I loved my life! I really don't want to lose that now! and I don't want to get depressed but I cannot do anything. I AM LOSEING MY MIND and I really do not know what to do. I have not taken any antidepressants for a long while, should I take them now? I really love to feel manic, and I really do not want to hurt myself nowadays as I used to do :(