I go to shrink and therapist. I take my meds faithfully. I still don't seem to be able to control my moods. Right now I'm manic and depressed at same time. I hate this mood the most. Wanna cry, kick ***, party and sleep all at same time. I go to sleep praying every night I'll wake up stable. I'm thinking about asking shrink to up meds but scared he'll think I'm just wanting drugs. Anyone got any advice?