In A Nutshell

I a 22 year old female and have dated and slept with several guys. Last year I randomly went on craigslist and found a hot girl looking for another attractive girl. We decided to meet and instantly had a great connection. We have been dating for a year and a half and I am in love for the first time in my life. I don't think I'm 100% lesbian because I still find men attractive. But I have never been emotionally attached to guys. I'm not sure if its because I have trust issues with men or because I could have borderline personality disorder but it is what it is. My parents and some friends think its weird. But my true friends don't give a **** about who I date as long as I'm happy. Well.... I think happy.... I don't know what I want obviously.
ani713 ani713
1 Response Jan 25, 2011

I am not knowing much about being gay, bi or whatever (cause i never tried by myself).<br />
But i would say try it out. You said you love her and you are really in love for the first time so why not trying? If you are comfortabel with it give it a chance and there is nothing to be weird of. It's not weird to love a woman as a woman. Real friends accept you as you are. I think it has much to do with self-confidence and how you show yourself to the outside. If you are okay with yourself and accept your lifestyle and stand straight/ upright people won't hit on you - My opinion, but like i said i have no idea of anything.<br />
And don't worry about your parents. It seems that they didn't push you out of bed, they just need some time to get used to the idea of you perhaps being with a woman. It's just the generally thought of the "normal" lifestyle.<br />
And besides you don't have to be 100% lesbian, if you like guys too it's okay. It is like it is. Take it easy.