Missing Her..

So ik I need to move on and let my friend go but why does it feel like I'm going through a break up? Funny thing is I've known her 6 months so for the past 21 1/2 years of my life I've never known her and never had to feel like this but in just six months it's like I never had a life before we met because I can't remember what I was like before meeting her. I miss her so much and I hate not talking to her, texting and calling til 3am every night, us getting a 4 dollar meal at the deli everyday at work to share and never finishing, listening to her complain about her Gf and he help her through it. I just don't know how to act anymore. Ugh :/
exploringmyworld91 exploringmyworld91
22-25, F
Jan 11, 2013