Didn'T Want To Admit

So many people and so similar problems.. I really understand you. Not all of us can be brave enough to come out at least to a few people. And what will it change anyway if the society doesn't allow us to live openly.
You know it was hard for me too to aknowledge that I'm bi. But it really explained my strange feelings, situations and behaviour. However it has been 6 years since then and this part of me brings me only feeling of discontent because I can never act on my feelings. I wish I was straight, really.
At least you're lucky to have such a husband :)
Good luck to you.

It is unfortunate you struggke to be and enjoy part of who you are. Great to hear your hubby supports you and accepts the whole person you are.

Hopefully you will find some supportive friends along the way that you can share this part of you with them. Take care and keep enjoying yourself!

It really sucks that there is so much homophobia out there, I am a closeted bi male for the same reasons. Only one of my family know this side of me, non friends know. It makes it hard to meet people that are open to this.

My step daughter knows about this side of me as she recently came out as being bisexual to the world. I was amazed at how many of her friends have since rejected her. One would think that we as a species would have moved past this draconian thought process.

When you sit back and think about it, society rules pretty much suck when it comes to relationships and sexual preference. My daughter has the mindset screw em, this is me, I love people and chose to not limit herself in regards to a persons sexual identity. She does not see gender, she prefers to focus on the person and what that person is about.

I so wish I was in a position to do the same thing, but like most of the closeted bisexual people out there, we would lose our jobs and for some that are concerned about it their social standing. I dont really care what others think of me as I have gotten past that point, but I would prefer to not lose my job as I get paid fairly well for what I do. If it was not for my job I think I would be out of the closet as well.

I see allot of people that post very similar comments all over the place. You are not alone as there are many of us out there, but we are tucked neatly in the back of the closet behind the shoes....lol

I can only hope that some day I meet some folks that I can be myself around and feel accepted for me as a person and not judged based off of sexual preferences. I think the future generations will over come this issue, to bad it wont happen sooner than later.

Good luck and hang in there.

I know exactly how you feel. I'm in the same boat. If people knew about my sexuality, I'd probably loose my business and most of my "friends". You are not a freak of nature, you are not a bad person and as long as you are honest with yourself you arn't living a lie. The situation sucks, but you are not alone. Big hug to ya.