Not Sure What to Say

I realized in High School that I liked looking and touching women... But I didnt really act on it till I was in College... I was in a highly abusive relationship with my first husband and he asked me to try a *********... I did and found myself paying the other girl more attention than I did my husband...

We got divorced and I went completely lesbian... I didnt want anything to do with men and dated several women... I learned alot from those girlfriends but I felt I was missing something...

I then met my soul mate and he was completely open to me being bi... He knew I wanted a woman sometimes and a man sometimes and he never made me feel like a freak... He would let me have my flings with women and was totally ok with it... I just couldnt have sex with another man.. He never asked to watch or anything he would just let it be... Now I am a widow and I miss feeling the closeness of being in a relationship where I feel totally free to be myself...

angeleyesayala angeleyesayala
31-35, F
1 Response Mar 3, 2009

Dont feel sad im a mother to im married with a great man he knows i like womans but i never have an experience w one ill die to do it but i guess its not my time its hard to find a man like yours and mine