Is It Too Late???

I am entering my late twenties and have been dipping my toes into the pool of male-female relatios for too many years now.

When I was avery young girl (around 8) I experienced sexual relations with my girl neighbor.  It was pretty advanced for a little kid.  As I entered my teens I had a couple of relationships with females.  In college I had mostly male relationships and had sex with women but not a serious relationship.  I am currently in a relationship with a male and it is quickly fading away.

I realize that for most of my life, I have been a closeted bisexual.  I would attribute my actions to being intoxicated for fear of judgement.  Finally, I have been willing to identify as bisexual. 

I am now stuck in this relationship until I can be more financially independent and forthcoming about my sexuality with others.  At least there is no more hiding and I know what must be done.

overit79 overit79
2 Responses Mar 26, 2009

Ya the more we try and worry about other peoples feelings the more stress we cause ourselves in the long run. Understanding your sexuality and being able to express it, is very important to making you happy. Well maybe for others hiding it keeps them happy, but it seems like to you being able to express it would make you feel more comfortable, also might lead you to make more friends that support your life style without harsh judgment

just dont worry and live your life....<br />
caring about others will only leave you with regrets and pain