I Am Completely And Undeniably Bored!!

I don't have a job, so I decided to study while I get one..... The benefit is that I get to take care of my kids and home, the downside is obviously...money. But hey, I am doing everything possible to get a job, so I can't stress it or get frustrated, the only option is to keep moving forward. It's been exactly 9 days since the boys started school and I have been kind of enjoying my new "me time".....but Jesus, how do people do this?? How can people stay at home ALL day, EVERYDAY?? I can't take it!!! I am so freaking bored...I have nobody to talk to cause everybody is AT WORK, duh!! My house is spotless, I have gained 5 pounds..easy and now all I can decide to do is to be sleepy. I am sleepy all the time now.... I am going crazy!!
So, I entered my classes (online) to get myself busy and do something productive with myself...I open my assignments and what do you know? I'm bored...I have no energy or desire to do homework. I need to get out, I need to work. I can't wait to be alone sometimes, yet I do nothing with my time...so I decided to vent my frustration here. It is pointless to wine or say anything, cause everybody give you unwanted advise...I don't want an advise, I want to feel good and want to want to do something, besides laying in bed all day. This isn't life...this is pure nightmare. So...let me go and have my third cup of coffee and start working on my school work and maybe soon enough I will have the energy and the spirit to do something else.....