I Think This Will Be The Week

My wife killed herself four years ago out of pain and loneliness from my constant neglect of being wrapped up in my own depression all the time. All she wanted was some attention for me and I completely ignored her despite the miracle of having found someone so amazing.

Had a decent job at the time which I then proceeded to get fired from.

After laying in bed for a year living off of life insurance money I was destitute and so moved back in with my mom in my late 30s, promising to go back to school and get my degree.

I've been here over a year now and she thinks I've been going to school when all I do is go to the library and surf the internet.

I can't do anything, I'm paralyzed, I'm just ready to sleep.
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1 Response Sep 5, 2012

How are things now? Are you feeling better?