Im Tired

I never wanted to be in love so i dated screw ups so i could always walk away, but then i fell in love with one dumbass and hes goofy and sweet like me and he reminds me of how i used to be before life hit me with serious issues. And i love that he brings out the old me before i was raped and abused. When hes gone, i go back to the hurt me that doesnt give a **** about nobody thats around me. I just live life through the motions and try to remember a lot of ppl would be grateful just to be alive so i should appreciate it even if im not happy. But i want my simba back, why cant he do right.
sofiargiii sofiargiii
18-21, F
Jan 15, 2013