I NEED to just get this out there. I'm 31 and barely fell in love for the first time. Like my body ached with this over powering feeling of love. We dated about 9 months. It was long distance, never got to meet for one reason or another. Anyways, in December it would have been a year. I fell in love with him. Not the physical. Which made it even better. But he ended it because he said he couldn't take hurting me so much. It was getting frustrating. Anyways. I quit social media. I have no friends. He was the only person that got me. I thought we were the same. He said he loves me more than anything, but he can't be with me right now. It was just hurting talking to him daily. He was my only friend. And love.
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3 Responses Nov 27, 2015

run for your life people like that just keep taking run

Sad to know ...

I am going through a similar situation with my BF. Only we met face to face and I moved across the world to live with him for a year. My visa ran out and I am back in Canada and he is pulling away from me drastically. All I get is that I deserve better and he isn't well right now. That he needs to fix himself and I feel left in the dust. I just wanted to let you know I can relate to your pain and I am so so sorry you have feel it too. If you need a friend we can chat.

It's probably a good thing to cry and feel everything you are feeling inside your heart. It's good to feel the pain you feel. It means you are alive, that you loved and that you cared. I know what it's like to desperately sob and sob. It will get better. The sobbing will subside. And then you need to take care of you. You are important and though the person you love is not there for you right now or perhaps won't be again. It's important to heal now. To learn and to grow and to become a better more suitable you. It's okay to be broken and sad right now. Just don't let it be forever

I had a cry today too. Heartbreak is so painful. I feel for you.