I Have Never Been Diagnosed... Edno

 I am a strange cookie.  There are periods of times when  I am under stress that I do resort to bulimia, but only when I am under pressure emotionally.  Somehow the release of food makes my feelings feel better.


I used to stop eating for days and take diet pills as a teenager and got down to 115.  Not to skinny but hat was skinny for my frame.  Now I turned vegan and am not happy with my weight, but I do not want to go back to my old ways.  I am trying to stay focused and not be miserable with the constant reminder of what I am consuming.



beautyfull beautyfull
26-30, F
2 Responses Jun 23, 2009

Well right now I am the "not eating much phase" I switched from the "throwing up phase" The weird thing is that after a while of those phases I return back to mself again as if no phases had occured, but then I follow the same pattern, pver & over again...

-_- me too, me too. :(