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I Am Bulimic

Hell

By: barbie215
Written on March 15th, 2008
By: barbie215
Age: 16-18 , Female
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19 responses
  • onlygirl11

    That really sounds like hell. I've been through similar stuff; I've tried to kill myself 3 times. I've been a self-injurer and a bulimic since I was 16 years old. I just got out of a rehab center. Maybe we should talk someday. Hugs!

    Nov 29, 2011
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  • SpoonfulOfSugar

    Holy cow girl! My did the SAME thing to me! Because of this I have been bulimic for 8 years and I had anorexia for two. I still have anorexia I'm just not active in it. I'm recovered. Now I am trying to recover from bulimia.



    I am here if you need me.

    Aug 16, 2011
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  • SpoonfulOfSugar

    Holy cow girl! My did the SAME thing to me! Because of this I have been bulimic for 8 years and I had anorexia for two. I still have anorexia I'm just not active in it. I'm recovered. Now I am trying to recover from bulimia.



    I am here if you need me.

    Aug 16, 2011
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  • remyluvet

    I know what you mean. My dad started calling me fat in 4th grade too. Even though other people would say I was too skinny. For some reason he was only person I believed. He also called me stupid all the time. Even though I was always at the top of my class, was in AP classes in high school and recieved a college scholarship. Oh, and my 136 IQ is 20 points higher than his. Thankfully my parents are divorced and I don't have to go over there. I hate his house. I just hate it so much. I always hear his voice telling how I was fat, always going to be fat, no man would ever love me, etc. The worst thing is, he was never like this at ALL with my sister! He told me when I was 7 that I was the reason he had to marry my mom, that I was at his wedding and I shamed the whole family. And it was true. Nevermind, this is your story not mine. Anyway, I know a little about how you feel. Oh, and I tried to kill myself too. No one ever even said they were glad it didn't work, everyone was just so mad at me...

    Jun 17, 2011
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  • shatterededge

    u are wonderful- really... just been treated like ****..

    Mar 20, 2011
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  • shatterededge

    u are wonderful- really... just been treated like ****..

    Mar 20, 2011
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  • sarairose97

    I don't know you and I already love you, suicide is bad... and your too important to this world to leave

    Jan 20, 2011
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  • sarairose97

    I don't know you but I love you! And your too important to this world to leave

    Jan 20, 2011
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  • MandyLee

    You wouldn't be any better off with your father in your life, regardless of your weight. I hope you can find loving adults to adopt as your parents.

    Nov 5, 2010
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  • Melissa83272

    I can totally relate, and I am sorry to hear your story. I have been called fat by my korean mother my whole life. I think its a natural culture thing for asians, but it has seriously messed with my head my whole life. People tell me I'm beautiful and skinny all the time, but I don't believe them, and I definitely don't see that when I look in the mirror. I am hoping by listening to all the stories this will inspire me to look beyond the negativity I grew up with, and you should do the same. I need to for I am a mother of 3 beautiful children, and I would never want them to go through what I have. I will keep you in my prayers.

    Nov 2, 2010
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  • lovergirl112

    wow thats so sad so does your dad want you know and don tbe bulimic and dont eat ur feelings away just talk to someone if you have noone ot talk to talk to yourself but dont bebulimic u are mad pretty and bulimic willl only make u ugly don tdo it please stop please at least take my advice please at least think about it

    Oct 29, 2010
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  • daniellablonde

    im so so sorry to hear you had to go through such a tragic thing! and listen, you dont need bulimia. its the hardest thing to go through and even harder to overcome. ive been through it and it hurt my life alot. i would never want someone else to go through that. so stay strong!!

    Jun 20, 2010
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  • sam2000b

    Your dad is wrong for calling you fat, even if you are fat. Children should get unconditional love. Parents are the only ones who really can give it. When they fail, the kids suffer for the rest of their lives (unless they work really hard on themselves with lots of therapy).



    Your dad and mom failed you. It has nothing to do with your weight. It's not your fault; it's theirs.



    Please send me an email if you read this with an update of how you are doing or add a comment here.

    May 25, 2010
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  • newvoice

    I am so sorry I would never give up on my daughter for something like that. I hope you are getting some help i had a good friend who had bulemia and her body grew hair to keep itself warm. She also had a problem trying to people please. She ended up getting into drugs and o-Deing. We can chat anytime.

    May 25, 2010
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  • developer

    I understand what you go through

    my parents also divorced when i was born

    my dad never wanted to see me

    i miss my dad but i never tell mum or she will be very angry

    i know how it feels to have a separated parents to be distributed between them

    please take care of yourself

    hugs

    Aug 18, 2009
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  • fickissick

    You dont deserve to be treated like that. Also suicide is not the way to go. There IS somebody out there who loves you and you will find them.

    Mar 30, 2008
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  • SINISTERCC

    any time you wanna chat im here xx

    Mar 24, 2008
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  • alegatorul

    with a little bit of our help you will rise and shine girl! :)



    cheer up!



    ttyl!

    Mar 16, 2008
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  • BobArctor

    That does sound like hell! Has anything changed???

    What are you doing to take care of yourself emotionally???

    HUGS!!!!!!!!

    Mar 15, 2008
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