I Fooled Myself!!!!

I thought I could end it whenever I wanted, but now I find myself being haunted. At first it was no big deal, but now I can't stop...dosen't this kill? I'm ashamed at what I do, but If you were that low, wouldn't you be too? I wonder will it ever end, or will these thoughts keep pulling me in?? The mind is a powerful tool, but when I beat this it's gonna be pretty damn cool.
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Jan 31, 2013