I Am Bulimic
I've been starving my self and making myself throw up for a little over two years. I've lost 89 pounds now.
But now I want to stop throwing up, but i can't. Literally, I can't. I stopped intentionally throwing up 8 days ago. Now my body just throws up by itself. I only held a few crackers down over 5 days. I still don't eat much. But when I do, it comes up anyway. I'm 5'2", small bone structure, and when I weighed myself a few minutes ago, I was 156. Two years ago when this started I was 240 pounds. So, for my height Im still over weight. I want to get to 120.
I only eat for a friend. But still very little. And I have to take a Phenergan just to keep what I do eat down.
Here's to yogurt! I am gonna give it my damndest!
But now I want to stop throwing up, but i can't. Literally, I can't. I stopped intentionally throwing up 8 days ago. Now my body just throws up by itself. I only held a few crackers down over 5 days. I still don't eat much. But when I do, it comes up anyway. I'm 5'2", small bone structure, and when I weighed myself a few minutes ago, I was 156. Two years ago when this started I was 240 pounds. So, for my height Im still over weight. I want to get to 120.
I only eat for a friend. But still very little. And I have to take a Phenergan just to keep what I do eat down.
Here's to yogurt! I am gonna give it my damndest!
By:
ImMovingOn25
Age:
22-25
,
Female
