Out Of Control

It all probably started about 8 years ago....It would just be an occasional binge and purge probably several times a month...since then it was gotten better and worse in stages...for the past year or so it has been ridiculously out of control, it generally happens everyday sometimes multiple times a day. i used to exercise all the time so iw ouldnt gain any weight but recently i havent even had motivation to do that and ive gained about 20 lbs im so miserable and want to stop but then i binge and purge some more since im so miserable i feel like i completely lost control over a situation that i used to feel in control of. i just want to be happy adn get my old body back but i dont know how to break this horrible never ending cycle..

totallylosingcontrol totallylosingcontrol
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2 Responses Mar 11, 2010

Dont lose hope when i met my friend she was only 6 stone and with help and support she is now a healthy 8.5 stone and im so proud of her but its not all roses she still has off days she just has people she can turn to now. Only u can change your life and havin a person to turn to will keep u headin in the right direction for u good luck

Dont lose hope when i net my friend she was only 6 stone and with help and support she is now a healthy 8.5 stone and im so proud of her but its not all roses she still has off days she just has people she can turn to now. Only u can change your life and havin a person to turn to will keep u headin in the right direction for u good luck