My Life's A Nighmare

Ive been getting bullied from almost 2 years now. I'm depressed and been through self harm, eating disorders, etc. I've been verb, physical and cyber bullied yet nod ivy want to listen. I was strong in the beginning not letting it get to me but the one thing on top of the other the pain was too constant. I just moved and I thought I who get better. It only got worse. Everyone at school hates me the cyber bullying also is getting out of hand. Since the move 2 months ago I thought I should tell my parents. Thy don't believe me they think I'm just try to get out of school. I have no friends here. I trust nobody. I'm basically living I a place with no exape. Nobody to told too. I don't even know what I did wrong one day I was friends with everybody then my "best friend" sent me a text cussing me out and calling my a bad person, etc. But then nobody from that school besides one like me then the middle school I trancefered to because it was a magnet. Nobody like me and then here. My mom is a total ***** lately and I don't know why. But I dont know anything anymore... Is this really the world everyone loves so much? I don't see it...
DreamingInNightmarez DreamingInNightmarez
13-15
1 Response May 21, 2012

How are you? You have a good future ahead of you. The bullying will not be forever...hang in there. Since you can't rely on your parents to protect you, you have to protect & love yourself.... Look at yourself in the mirror and tell yourself you're unique & beautiful....focus on something you enjoy... Such as music perhaps, drawing or writing. I was bullied during high school. I was depressed & wanted to commit suicide, but I prayed to God to help me & get me through each day, and that worked for me. I hope that you'll get through this a stronger person