Life can be strange, as the time passes by, the more we learn about feelings and confidence in people, the more you get disappointed. Every time when you try to be sincere and show who you really are and care for the people you love, then you find out they are not real. Some people don’t understand in the same way you do and they try to the utmost to find other intentions in your actions. Perhaps as much you want to see the good of someone, they will never understand that you are real and honest. Unfortunately some people of these days lost the early simplicity, the innocence of child from the time which a kiss was sincere, an embrace, an ex
We learn this world is not easy, you meet people in your life, but you don't know if you can trust them. Your inner hope gives another try and you think you have found someone with a honest heart and this is when the worst thing happens again...you realized that the person you have opened your heart, the one you have shared special moments, the one you wanted to help and you have given more priority than yourself, has broken your trust and made your world fall apart. Thoughts come and go, looking for answers…
You can't understand that even after you had been so pure in your feelings you are treated in this way again. Whenever you show how you are and you have decided to be you, they step on you with their own reasons making you feel insignificant.
You turn to be one more person who was treat as a puppet and try to close the door of your heart once again. A time comes that you don't have to explain why you don't trust people, you just don't want be betrayed and get hurt anymore. Some of you would say it is better to be "mean" or "cold" than to be lovely and honest, because if you try to be yourself, they come and fool you...this kind of sad experiences make you to think that love, friendship and trust are nothing more than illusion.
Some of you would probably think that you have been fool or blind by not accepting that we live in a selfish world and that many people don’t know what respect means. It is sad but true, some people would walk through “dead bodies” to reach their goals. After been fooled, betrayed and disappointed you don't know what to do, all you want is to forget. We all try to be strong and don't want to give up that honesty still exists.
I am sure each one of us has been once betrayed by an acquaintance, a friend, a family member or a love. Some left scars in your heart that made you to give up on your ideals, some of you are wearing a mask now...It is all sad, it is difficult to trust again and to believe in a better world, yet I still think we have to try to be ourselves and not pretend to be someone else otherwise the path for the happiness will be far away.
I know I want to be who I am. I don’t want to be someone who has to wear a mask through life. I am real and I will always be….
P.S. I wrote this story after I read someone's blog who has been betrayed, I felt their sadness. I deeply hope they will find their happiness again.
*Silence is the true friend that never betrays.*