Too Much Pain

I have been hurt too many times not to be cautious in love.  I want to be carefree and just go for it but I cannot get the pain out of my mind.

fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
46-50, F
7 Responses Feb 19, 2010

I know exactly what you mean. I dont' trust easily because I have been hurt too much in the past. Sometimes it is a barrier. I am so thankful that Sir is patient with me and gives me what I need.

NOTICE "the MAP" that "SHE SUGGESTS"... hmmm and a RECENT "MAP LOVING" poster<br />
somewhere on the EP wire... ! :P

"RELATIONSHIP"... that is WHEN 2 HEALTHY PEOPLE...COMMIT to Each Other.<br />
IN this...NO PAIN...ONLY Gain... !<br />
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HUMOR IS A GREAT "MEDICINE"... and I think MAYBE you can relate to this one:<br />
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What Happens When You Fall In Love With<br />
A chef? (You get buttered up.)<br />
A chauffeur? (You get taken for a ride.)<br />
A gambler? (He cheats on you.)<br />
A telephone operator? (He gives you a phone-y line.)<br />
A trashman? (He dumps you.)<br />
A clockmaker? (He two-times you.)<br />
A pastry cook? (He desserts you.)<br />
A shoe salesman? (He walks all over you.)<br />
An elevator operator? (He lets you down.)<br />
An artist? (He gives you the brush.)<br />
A jogger? (He gives you the run-around.)<br />
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WHAT! YOU have "FELT" LIKE AT LEAST ONE OF THE ABOVE from a former... an ex...<br />
at least once...<br />
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Not cool.<br />
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*sighs*<br />
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His & Hers Road Trips<br />
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HERS<br />
1. Pulls off at wrong exit.<br />
2. Opens window.<br />
3. Asks directions of a knowledgeable police officer.<br />
4. Arrives at destination presently.<br />
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HIS<br />
1. Pulls off at wrong exit absolutely positive it's the correct one.<br />
2. Drives five miles into wilderness, still thinks he's right.<br />
3. Drives an extra five miles just in case.<br />
4. Finally rolls down window.<br />
5. Hocks a loogie.<br />
6. Pulls up to a 7-Eleven.<br />
7. Gets three hot dogs, a large Slurpee and beef jerky.<br />
8. Asks foreigner behind counter how to get back onto the highway.<br />
9. Gets back into car.<br />
10. Farts.<br />
11. After he closes the door.<br />
12. Laughs at the idea of looking at a map as he pulls away from the 7-Eleven.<br />
13. Drives down a dirt road with no street lights insisting this is the way back because the pimply 17-year-old 7-Eleven cashier said it was.<br />
14. Almost hits a deer.<br />
15. Curses the night.<br />
16. Curses you.<br />
17. Curses the large Slurpee.<br />
18. Stops by the side of the road.<br />
19 Takes a leak.<br />
20. Still taking a leak.<br />
21. Almost done.<br />
22. I think.<br />
23. Returns to car.<br />
24. Drives and fiddles with radio.<br />
25. Yells at you for suggesting the map again.<br />
26. Admits he didn't want to go to Thanksgiving at your sister's anyway.<br />
27. He hates your sister.<br />
28. Ever since she called him a pernicious weasel.<br />
29. He had to look up pernicious.<br />
30. Couldn't find a dictionary.<br />
31. Finally found a dictionary.<br />
32. Couldn't spell pernicious.<br />
33. Seethes at the memory of it all.<br />
34. But she is laughing inside.<br />
35. And of course you're still lost.


Cant keep living in the past Fg ....... time to move on

I am careful too. I am only starting to get to were i can be around people. I was filled with a lot more anger back when i first started to talk to you.