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On Purpose

I write this story, not to sexualize myself even further, because I feel that I already do that too much on this website..... I write this story to show you who the real Brittany is, "behind the curtain", so to speak.

I get on this site and speak sexually often, and I do so to get the feelings and everything OUT so that I don't have sex in real life, plus, flirting just comes naturally to me with the right people. There are quite a few reasons I don't have sex....it's complicated.

Things aren't always as they seem....You may have judged me by my slutty persona on here, but I am far from that in real life. It is not that I am afraid of sex or that I don't love sex, and what I wrote about having multiple ******* is true. It is possible to have multiple ******* without sex, the same way that it is possible to know that you are bi or gay without having had sex with someone of the same gender.

I was even in a two and a half year relationship during this time, and he lived with me for 2 of those years.  I told him what the deal was going in to the relationship, and though he protested at first, he eventually came to thank me for not having sex with him and for showing him true intimacy and trustworthiness. I am not a virgin, and I intend to have sex again, but with the right person this time, one who really, really loves me and wants to have sex that comes naturally...sex that doesn't have to be secret or done in a dark room.

It may not matter to you, but I thought you should know....I am not as I may seem at times. Get to know me.....
foldedunfolding foldedunfolding 31-35, F 43 Responses Jan 17, 2013

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I think that is true of a lot of us ... we are not always as we seem at first glance. I hope you don't mind me stalking your profile a bit this morning. After all, I want to get to know you. :-)

:)

no words, wordsmith?

As a man I struggle to fully understand but I think I kind of do.

hello, endangered man :) tell me what is perplexing you?

Nothing is really preplexing me. It is just the ability you women seem to have to make sex more whole is what amazes me and with some difficulty that is what I am guessing you are referring you. I wish I could make love with my whole self but not often does it really extend beyond the pelvis.

nice to know this about you...makes me wanna know you some more...

aww thanks

you are welcome!
so yeah...how do I get to know you more? :)

Brave and exposing post!
Being sexual, and sensual doesn't mean you have to be slutting yourself around to everyone.
We all have desires, needs.. they sometimes can wait, and sometimes can be fulfilled on our own. Kudos!

you are kind. i already love reading your writing as well, and would read more if i didn't so badly need to get back to sleeeeep before work!

Thanks.. Glad you have enjoyed some of my stuff.

interesting

"interesting" is one of my least favorite responses ever....

lol sorry it seems i have to read more of your stories to understand what you talking about excuse me

lol i'm just saying that "interesting" is vague. what do you mean by it?

i just mean your way of thinking is intersting

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Perfect. I totally agree.

Thank you

<3 for what, i'm not sure. but you're welcome :)

Sharing I'm trying hard to be celibate as well

that's awesome! keep up the good work, soldier!

I know thank u

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I think some of my best ******* come in the middle of the night while I sleep. I've woken a couple of times and it was amazing !!

off to read a few more of your stories ,

aw thanks :)

Sometimes I see how different we really are...hence the draw to read your thoughts. = )

That was worth reading.

aww thanks

YW

Good for you girlie :3 I'm proud of ya

aww thanks bb

Loved your story and will be reading your others :)

thank you so much!

It doesn't matter people always judge you, it's great the you express who you are really.

aw, thanks kid xD

I liked this..honest and sincere.
Perhaps we will become friends one day..
:)

aw thank you. i thought we already were friends!

I may have answered a question or two, I can't recall but I am not in your circle.
And we haven't spoken.. but you do seem nice. :)

thank you..then someone must have a very similar name to you, bc i couldve sworn you were in my circle before!

I am celibate also. My wife banned sex 27 years ago after being raped. "All men are animals" and that included me.

**** im so sorry to hear that :( you deserve better!

I can relate to this. I know how difficult it can be at times (for me it is hell and I dont do so well). I wish I could have a little of your strength.

aww you're sweet, thank you. not sure how i am JUST NOW SEEING THIS!

Oh no, I have no way of communicating with you :(

Thanks for letting all of us behind ur curtains... allllll of us

hahahahahahahahahaha nooo one gets back here except very very special boys:)

It sounds like you are actively making choices about your sexuality.....better that than to engage without thought.

thank you so much; yeah it's not always easy, but i feel much more in control now.

Sex is always so much more meaningful when you can look into the eyes of your lover and see the happiness and intimacy you bring into each others lives.

absolutely.

That's smart and healthy.

thank you, i really appreciate that. it's not the easiest thing to do at times:-P

Nice to read your story.. I wish you get your other half soon..

thank you very much! i was confused by your msg yesterday, btw.

Thats great. These types of things are what ultimately make a real relationship. To many people are rushing into relationships and hoping for love. I'm glad you think this way and i feel you on the whole naturally being flirty thing. It happens to me as well. Hope you find that special some one.

aw thank you for the kind comment...i hope i do too:)

Thanks for adding me by the way, Now i can read more of your stories. I like the way you write and how your so sincere.

wow thank you so much! it takes one to know one, i suppose. xoxo...talk anytime:)

I like this and I also know what the mind can do, and what it can satisfy. I have not read anything else about you, but from this you sound like an intelligent woman. If you ever want to have a decent chat with someone, message me.

that means a lot to me, thank you...i'd love to talk to you sometime:)

I'm looking forward to it!! :-)

Me to but for different reasons.

awesome, care to share?

Sure, why not. I can't be with the women here because it's not natural for me to be. Women here want a man from here, and any relationship with me would probably break down pretty quickly. I have genes in me from some parallel earth that gave skewed everything about me slightly from what's normal here. I can't explain what it's like. I understand why people don't believe in stuff like this but I lived through it, saw and felt it and it's ongoing.

same. ^_^

wow, good for you! how do you feel now?

You must have high standards or are very patient :-) I blame the internet, I can flirt like a good un online but in the real world its a different story!

i have both high standards and patience, yes. but i don't blame the internet bc i do just fine in real life:-P

You mean the intenet is not real? Now I know where I have been going wrong lol

lol:-P sometimes i think you can fall in love online far more easily if what the person is saying is real. it's deeper that way bc u are without the superficiality....

Its easier for people to talk about how they are feeling because they cannot see the other person lol. Particularly if they do not really believe they will ever actually meet!

i definitely smell what you're steppin' in:)

I've got no sense of smell and I wear glasses so I always get drawn in lol

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BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORING, WHERE'S ALL THE SEX TALK??? THAT'S WHY WE'RE HERE.

i wrote the sex talk everywhere else:-P that's why i wrote this story at all, to offset it!

Excuses.

I'M SORRY.

i made that comment ages ago...

FIGHT! FIGHT! FIGHT!

yessssssH!

Go girl! Just be what you are.

why thankee!!

I like !!

thank you!

Cheers

*clinks glasses*

Will u marry me?

haha..tell me what you have to offer in the way of property, status, prospects, and overall posture?

What about love and commitment?

shh shh im asking about this man's PROSPECTS, CRD!! get your OWN proposal! now. where was i....ahh yes....i was sitting here waiting while Manirehman was silent....

Well excuuuuse me folded, haha :P

you're excused:-P

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"& with that, the world witnessed the strength of Folded once more . . ." Great story, & I'm glad I'm getting to know you.

awwwwwwwww thank you rooks, you know i luhhhh you boiyeee

Haha, you're welcome. &amp; I love you too.

awww xoxo

...See, I'd just rather have sex on the first date.
*Shrug*
I really like sex.

lol, would you like to go for coffee sometime? *lights up, leans back on the brick wall, props foot up at a right angle on said brick wall*

Thanks, but I already have enough horizontal hokey-pokey partners ;p

uhh..i just needed some caffeine, actually.......

*snort*

ok you REALLY should try not to snort coffee...it's a tad, how shall i say..unbecoming for a first date:-/ now coke? COKE, you can snort.

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If you ****** it is still sex whether it is with yourself or another person. Celibate is having no ****** at all and usually practiced by advanced meditators . to keep certain chemicals going down and up the spine that effect the third eye

omg...then forgive me for using the wrong definition...can i not just post a story without random criticizers coming out of the woodwork?

ok your forgiven, but I did not judge you, you just made yourself wrong by agreeing with what I said. Now I'm about to Judge you, lol You need to stop criticizing yourself so much.

I have never read anything you wrote before but this was very open and heart felt. You should do what is best for you and not worry what anyone else thinks about it.

aw thank you so much. yep, i pretty much don't care what anyone thinks about it, but i am complimented by those of you who respect it:)

A rare gem indeed. Thanks for unfolding a bit.

aww what a lovely comment. thank you! happy to do it:)

next in line for jackofffffffff

Not any weird, Im not sure if I can let anyone close physical anymore either, if I do I have to be 100% certain without any doubt whatsoever it is with the right one(even tho I thought the last one was the right one).But Just to painful otherwise, at least is for me, not sure how I manage to cope sometimes.. Seem to end up always feeling kinda used. Both emotional and physical. World sucks too much, too uncaring, indiffrent, lack passion. Dont know what love is anymore.

awww im so sorry..i know PRECISELY how you feel though, hun. it's hard to let people in to our most SECRET place and then have them be so irresponsible and reckless once they are there!

True true, but I sure wonder if there is any hope sometimes. People suck so much, lol. Think it would be very easy as well to just never let anyone close again. Not easy to see what is right or wrong at times. But for now anyway, I do feel pretty done, lol. Im sorry you had to go through stuff like that also.

heyy, I'M a people!:-P

Lies!, Your a bunny deep down and you know it!.

lmao ok that too..but a donnie darko bunny!!

Bunny darko? A forever ruined image.

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Rock on... do what works for you! Sorry to hear that dude was lying to you, that's pretty effing rotten.

haha yeah thanks..he broke up with me 2 hours before work too, and tried to blame me for everything (i had done nothing wrong). i had this instinct that he was lying to me, so i googled him, and i found so much....he lied about being abandoned as a child, about having a child of his own, about how recently he was working in a particular job, and he was even receiving pictures from an underage girl and having a relationship with her simultaneously.

What a creep... did you call the cops on him?

well i actually met the girl he was seeing..she had recently turned 18 and had been sending him pics at the age of 17 (he is 27). her family is very devout muslim and she literally felt that they would kill her if they found out what she was doing. at the very least, she would bring disgrace upon them. in addition, sending pics of oneself when you are underage is a felony~distribution of child ****. so we joined together to dig up the dirt on him, but i didnt really have anything to prosecute.

... if you can prove that she was sending pictures to him at age 17, that's enough. CALL THE COPS!

yes, what leo said

The name of an underage victim cannot legally be released - even if that victim is no longer underage at the time of prosecution.

Criminal prosecution is the responsibility of the government, she wouldn't have to pay a dime.

boys, boys..no need to fight over me...there is enough britt to go around!!

I'm talking about CRIMINAL prosecution... not civil. I'm talking about throwing that creep in prison for having nudie pics of a 17 year old.

... and I live in the US, for the record.

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