Please Don't Laugh...
I know, I know... you're probably thinking, "Who frickin asked you! TMI!" lol. But since others are sharing, I want to add something here too. Yes, I am boy-crazy... and I often join in the innuendos of my closest friends on here. And I'm highly passionate, know all of my sexuality, know what I want and don't want. And I'm huge lover of intimacy. All true. :-)
But, I am a celibate woman, by choice. Now, please don't laugh at this part, even though I'm snickering now. LOL! But, I haven't had sex in over eight years. =p
My first and only experience with sex, was my rape at age 21. Not that this is the reason, not at all. I am a survivor of that and it holds no bearing on my relationships or my libido. The only thing that I can say is, I have a desire to only have sex with those I am in love with. And that takes time. Many guys couldn't even wait the three weeks of dating, before ruining it, before I had a chance to be intimate with them. :-/
So, I am celibate... until I find that special someone, who I can trust and fall in love with. I did fall in love with someone on EP, it didn't work out... had it did and he was able to, I so would have been intimate with him. Because I trust him, fully, and loved him with all of my heart and soul. ;-)
Right now, I'm not looking for dating. I'm just relaxing with friendships. But, make no mistake. In spite of this groups claims, I am not frigid. Heehee! When I meet the right guy someday, and have a real and mature relationship with him, this story will be invalid. :-D