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I Am Childless Not By Choice

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By: allenlast
Written on December 5th, 2011
i see a happy family, you know, wife/ man playing with his kids.... i cry inside.... why decorate for xmas?
gotta buy all my freinds and familys kids a preasent... don't wanna be there when they open them... why's that fun for me? happy for them and their beutiful family..love them all.... even worse is when they ask me when i'm gonna have a kid...i gotta act like i don't want one or i don't have time or whatever.... inside i'm crying.... only thing i ever wanted... wish i could tell them to shut the f#$k up or punch them in the friggin face... cant.. they mean well... just asking a normal question to a normal person... they think.......mean it outta love or making conversation... not trying to hurt me..........................................

nothing could hurt me worse
By: allenlast
Age: 41-45 , Male
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5 responses
  • LittleLena
    LittleLena

    it's sad when people can't have kids because of life cirumstances. I think adoption should give you another change. if it doesn't work out; I'm sure there's an empty place in your heart.

    Apr 22, 2012
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  • oleary29
    oleary29

    I would love to adopt but my husband's record isn't great. He has never had a felony, though. Is that the only thing they look for? I just wonder how strict adoption agencies really are. I mean, do you have to be Mother Theresa, or what?

    Feb 3, 2012
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  • allenlast
    allenlast

    can't have kids.. felons can't be foster parents....tried that.... thanx for the reply

    Dec 13, 2011
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  • allenlast
    allenlast

    cant have kids and can't adopt, ***** don't swim right and single men with no money and a felony (20 years ago) aren't the the kind of candidates they're looking for...

    thanx for replying.. helps me just getting it out

    Dec 6, 2011
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  • Cheygirl1889
    Cheygirl1889

    I know you've probably heard this a thousand times to adopt. But their truly are kids out there that need someone to guide them. if not adoption a role model someone to show they care and are there. You could probably if adoption is too quick be a foster parent. I do hope someday you have kids, your heart seems good. And your guy so you can have kids until your i don't know 90.

    Dec 6, 2011
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