Want To Follow Godbut I have a long ways to go, I'm not a Christian or even ben Baptise.because I will never be holy and I'm not ready to follow Jesus.
I hate this. I want to be accepted to God but my Behavior is still bad :( I know I don't steal anymore or crime of any activity but my mind is confused of what I should do for my future.
God trying to put me in the past? because I hate the world how it is and I should live in the past? that's how I feel like but I'm still drinking and adultery...Its hard :(