I Am A Christian

I love Jesus. A few years ago my life took a turn for the worse all of a sudden and it just doesn't seem to be getting back on track. I am in a different city, a place I never expected to live, in a different state. I am estranged from my whole family. Mental illness gave them an excuse to kick me out, all of them, at one time or another. Now I am engaged to an Autistic man and we are struggling financially with the changes brought about by Obamacare. I need a miracle. Most of all I need to feel I am where God wants me, doing what He wants me to do. I pray every day, and read the Bible.I have been looking for a church for two years. I thought I'd finally found one and then when I researched in on-line I found out it's a worldwide cult. I pray for a church where I feel comfortable, a good friend, and a good therapist I can afford. Please pray for me. I am alone in this city except for my fiance. No one believes we can make it as a married couple, not even his parents. I believe we will have children too. I almost find it hard to believe, that after so many things failed in my life, I can really be a good mother, but God told me I would have children and He knows best. I have a lot of self-doubt, but no doubt in Jesus, who always causes us to triumph. Thanks for reading, Have a blessed night.:)