To Be Better

Two days ago was the first time in a long time that I read scriptures. It was probably the first time in weeks that I prayed as well.

I have been so hurt and haven't understood why it is this is happening. For months I have had no support system. No one to talk to. A loss of hope. And me losing hope? Normally it does not happen. I usually always have hope and faith. Usually I am the one inspiring people to be better for themselves and for the Lord. I normally have such a great relationship with God.

None of the treatments are working. The days of lingering depression have increased. I was angry because I just didn't know why God would test my strengths like this.

20 and what are my limitations? just about everything.

These past couple of days I have tried to accept everything though. Attempting to move forward and just learn and grow. I am praying. For guidance, for love, for help.
I have no other choice now. I have to regain hope.I have come this far right? I mean I can't just give up. Not in my nature.

I am sorry everyone I just needed to vent a little bit.

Today I found a really great scripture that I want to share with all of you.

Jeremiah 29:11-12

For I know the plans I have for you, declares the LORD, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will hear you.





GuardianAngel924 GuardianAngel924
18-21, F
2 Responses Dec 10, 2012

Thanks for your story, Im going through similar symptoms but got to get money for a Lyme test.

Just remember no matter what to stay positive. There are some financial assistance sites that help with the testing aspect. I wish you the best of luck

great post

Thank you