I am here out of just that. In a desperate sense, I come here for support. This is my first time here and I am new to ep. I would like to surround myself with others who know that Jesus Christ was sent here to die for the sins of you and I. I need this right now because my 34 years of life has been a constant, unending, eerily macabre series of extremely traumatic and unrelated tragedies. And yet, three more have presented themselves to me in the past month alone. There is no end in site. I'm hoping to be contacted by trustworthy, caring, and loving Christians. Who would be willing to be in my circle for support and friendship. To listen what it is I have been through and from there to let Him guide us. I never want to be a burden nor a bother. I am beyond the loneliest I have ever been and in such darkness. Prayer takes up a majority of my day. Every day. And despite neither seeing nor feeling any comfort or blessing from God, I love Him eternally. If you feel moved to do so, I look forward to hearing from you. Thank you for taking the time to read this. May the Lord bless and keep you, and your family.