I Am Christian
I get unsettled at times thinking of my ways. I am a Christian person at heart but my actions made me sick.
I am a recovering addict of 3 long scary years of hard drug abuse. I got baptised about 1 1/2 years ago I really wanted a change in my life badly. So I did good for about a week then my world collapsed, I cheated on my very good GF with a friend got caught but didn't care. Meet a girl I loved she got pregnant 3 months in she left me got an abortion, I had my own company lost it as well to drugs, I treated my family terribly to the point I pushed them out of my life, I used girls constantly, I got evicted from my home. I then had nothing My life was a nightmare I tried to kill my self several times I was mentally and physically done with life I felt that I had nothing to live for. Then my family came to me moved me away from my hell. I went threw a detox program and with friends and family I thought I pushed away didn't give up on me. Now my road has only just began but I am willing to give it my all. My view on life is different now more positive than I ever thought. I go to church and read the bible as much as I can. My favorite verse that opened my eyes and heart.
“Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest."
I'm sorry for the long story I just want people that are going threw what I did that there is hope for you trust me I have been were u r and I know the feeling.
I am a recovering addict of 3 long scary years of hard drug abuse. I got baptised about 1 1/2 years ago I really wanted a change in my life badly. So I did good for about a week then my world collapsed, I cheated on my very good GF with a friend got caught but didn't care. Meet a girl I loved she got pregnant 3 months in she left me got an abortion, I had my own company lost it as well to drugs, I treated my family terribly to the point I pushed them out of my life, I used girls constantly, I got evicted from my home. I then had nothing My life was a nightmare I tried to kill my self several times I was mentally and physically done with life I felt that I had nothing to live for. Then my family came to me moved me away from my hell. I went threw a detox program and with friends and family I thought I pushed away didn't give up on me. Now my road has only just began but I am willing to give it my all. My view on life is different now more positive than I ever thought. I go to church and read the bible as much as I can. My favorite verse that opened my eyes and heart.
“Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest."
I'm sorry for the long story I just want people that are going threw what I did that there is hope for you trust me I have been were u r and I know the feeling.