I do concider myself christian yet it is also hard for me to decide if I would be concidered christain by my peers. I am a lesbian. I am dating a woman that is the love of my life. She is my forever and always. People tell me it's not right. That it goes against the bible. Yet I only believe that bible to be a book of stories that's used to teach a lesson. If God came up to me at this very second and told me what I was doing was wrong then I would be extreamly hurt. Mainly that the one I concider to be God disaproves of me loving another at such a high level. It would hurt to learn that God isn't the caring and accepting figure that I thought. My God loves me. My god accepts me and my love. My god is happy that I have found happiness.