I Need Help... I Cant Stop

I am a 20 almost 21 year old girl... I have been ************ on a regular basis since I was fifteen, before that i started to explore myself quite a bit.. I can't stop... i ********** at least twice a day if i don't have sex... I get anxious if i don't and i get anxiety and i get angry.. I will ********** for hours at one time.. its ruining me.. it makes me hate myself.. sometimes i watch **** or other times i think about stuff thats buging me in my life while i do it... and sometimes i fall asleep while doing it.... I need help, I don't know what to do... i lock myself in my room for hours and i'll be late to things because i do it... I have four vibrators that i use at the moment... :/ i have tried not using them or throwing them away... but then all of a sudden after about three days - a week i'll panick and use something in my house to ********** and hurt myself...:( i've gotten slightly better about not doing it until i bleed but once in a while i do and then i scare myself.... does anyone have any advice? i need help :(

icantflyforever89 icantflyforever89
18-21, F
1 Response Mar 2, 2010

I scribbled on your profile and added you. I'm also a chronic ***********.